Growing up, I wanted to be a writer.  Throughout school, English was always my favorite and best subject.  I had always imagined writing books and publishing books that people would actually WANT to read.  Writing and music were my two escapes.  These two things whisk me off into a world where I do not have to think too much or care about which emotions are captivating my mind.  After all of those years passed of dreaming and wishing to be a published writer, I’ve realized that I do not want to write a book and publish books that people will read anymore.  I do, on the other hand, want that passion back that I had when I wrote.  The passion I had for life and for bettering myself so that I could help better the world.  It was a passion that was often expressed in the things I wrote, or the music I listened to, and  sadly I have lost it somehow over the past few years.  So, now is as good a time as any to get it back.  It may not always be happy writing or sad writing, but it will be what I feel or think, and I don’t expect anyone else to read it, but if I can change just one life throughout my journey  because of one simple word I may have ever written, then perhaps I have accomplished something.

So here I am, to prove to myself that I still have it in me!  Blogs are fun for the soul reason that they may or may not have a purpose or a message, but the writer can just write a thought or a page and it makes no difference what it is about.  I will still have to say though, that the actual inspiration you get with a pen in hand is much greater and a much deeper feeling than sitting in front of a glowing screen, but, I suppose times have changed, and so here we go.   One day at a time, one word at a time…

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